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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
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new blog. haha. bapakau,mak kau. hoho. ok
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Tuesday, April 04, 2006
the re-blog theory. haha. mapek.

coming to the 3rd week in school,
1st week was bullshit when the dm
wants a slope on a super short hair.
2nd week, also on a monday,
handphone got confiscated.
3rd week, interhouse games postponed.
and nothing much.
i think im catching up well.
i hope.

2 dts were over. english and ss.
ss was easier because its just
almost like revision.
yah. maths n science
next week.
then. erm.
sleep. =)
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Tuesday, February 21, 2006
okayy. GO!

so so so so so so Em, Am, D, G, B7. do that 2 times. that's how u get the intro. hah. so, education, im not sure where u will take me next. urgh. bingit arrr. next . bridge. Em, Am, D, G, C, Am, G. C, Am, D, C, Am, D, G. yah. so this coming saturday, there's a pit. at pasir ris. go mesti go punya larr. haha. makan dia peh bara skali. api buat minum. confirm high. after work will be like 11plus. kiwak. penat sia. but still have to go lar. then next day luckily half-day leave approved. if not!!!! die lorr. khahaha. followed by C, G, C, D. this fucking font wont stop changing. haha. nevermind. macam siak ahh. haiyo. so next pay, a brand new guitar? haha. W550i? sneakers? shopping la. haha. then stop work readi. nabei customer. complain2. p complain mak ahh. mak dia peh bulu kaki betol. sleep.
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Saturday, January 28, 2006
coming home tonight ?

so i've memorised the menu in less than 15 minutes. surprising? quite i guessed. my other friends took like 3 days? err. kay im not showing off. just surprised.

im sick of taking blames which are not mine. enough of frustrations at work. can i, can i please rest my mind after work? its not hard to understand, to follow. its just the way u tell me. harsh? do u really understand whats going on? no. even if u do, u wont help. u just want things ur way still. what happened yesterday was seriously disappointing. i stayed by you. even if his presence was short, i still stayed right? my friends werent as important as what u think. why did u go telling ur friends about what i said? my stay was sincere. i only wondered why he just came n left. the other day u said i made use of u. made use? wahah. wtf. "u come to me when u need me, when u dont want me, u throw me". hey2. it is so not right. i try to spend my time with u when there's time. errgh. never mind. u wont understand.

kay. now its clearer to what it seems. silhouettes to shadows. at least an improvement. what seems like plains and winds are cemetries. peaceful? so peaceful. no its not even scary. just lonely. Once Upon A Bloody Made-Up Lie. -Now What?!
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Tuesday, January 24, 2006
drink MORE water .

okay. so just came back. lek2 with marsh aul along ham fau izzat n jab. so first thing's first. 1.33pm reached the school bus stop. met jab. he says he wan to play pool. so okay head for pavilion. reached there. table 23 was it? cnt remember. so the lady there thought jab was wearing school pants. wtf?! haha. stoopeed. then we played for an hour and 25 mins. thats what we planned. but by one hour n 17 mins we already left. so before we left in the pool met phython's boys. haha. never mind. then when we already left marsh called again. met him under adam blk. then walked to fight clubb. then we went clubbing. jab was the first to hit the dancefloor. haha. mapek. tk la. actually we reached the fight club. no one was there. n marsh n jab was hungry. i called home. too bad there's no food at home. then they had to go to McD. then i went home to change n bring the guitar down. before that i wrote the chords for the song Rindu serindu-rindunya by spoon. then brought it down too. then fau jat n ham came. fau played the song after me. wahaha. diff techniques. i played n jab sang. then fau played then ham sang. yah mapek la basically. then marsh n jab left.then left me aul n along.we sang many2 song. me n aul laa. rindu serindu2nya, permaisuri, bidadari, untukmu sayang, sejati, tak mungkin berpaling. basically many larr. dead bored. then one by one left. until left me n aul. haha. so boring. did for him his art. draw a clock and a guitar. err. haha boring. Should i Stay? Next Stop . Where to ? .
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Tuesday, January 17, 2006
when will everybody understand.

okay. so im very bored. actually nothing to talk about la. just maybe at work i get enough frustration and when i reach home, i get more. if u think about it. it would be easy. but its not so easy to do. you already face IDIOTIC customers; while i dont deny that some customers are well behaved. haha. you already face IDIOTIC customers in the day and when u get home at night, just more frustration. i need a break. my mind needs a rest. how come u dont think it this way. what i decide is whats really best for me. come on. u made the decisions of ur life. why must u still decide on mine? when will i have the chance? so whatever it is my mind is tired okay. it needs a break. what can i do at home? other than face this idiotic comp or worse strum the guitar like a drunkard. im sick. so sick.
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Monday, January 16, 2006
hmm. what?

okay. so work. my pay? is finished. haha. left 2 dollars and 41 cents. hahahah. okay2. err.

its hard for me to describe. mixed emitions. just continue to flow gaseously-like. it its an angry one, it rises. erhh. its hard. really. so. scenes of the highway. part of the highway blues. he knows i hate highways. so dull and grey. with the climate so gloomy. grey clouds covering the sky, but havent started to cry. i just sit by there. no one passes by. i was just alone. alone. of those i can see are plains, mountains and faraway birds.

are heavens associated with clouds? why am i seeing clouds? a bit of white and grey. around me. everything's mute. clouds everywhere. they start to darken. everything's mute. silence. there are no sounds. among the clouds i can see light which blinked its way anywhere.

i dont seem to have anymore interest. why do i know when im leaving? why can i see? is this the truth? they dont want you. they just get the best out of you, then thats it. so why not we do it to them? we take the best out of then and ditch them. easy? jails. gloomy entrance. guards resting. no one's looking. why cant they run? cell 2. u sit alone. u dream. of the outside. plains and cold winds are what u want to feel after so long. before you leave too. there dont seem to be any available. tears are what u want to drip. sad is what u want to feel. regret. regret. regret.

finally. the friends u thought are among the closest. they dont see you. they dont hear you. they already dont know you. see? u try very hard but they just continue among themselves. phythons will be our pets. cats are poisonous animals which we kill at sight. nothing seems the same anymore. you are forgotten. soon they will feel the same.
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